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As we navigate the intricate tapestry of existence, we are constantly presented with choices, each a potential pathway to something extraordinary. This is a world where creativity knows no bounds, where the curious mind finds solace, and where the fearless heart discovers uncharted territories. It is a place where the pursuit of knowledge, the embrace of change, and the willingness to take risks are not mere options but essential ingredients for a life well-lived.
Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination.
October 3, 2026
As this month begins to gear up, I plan to do more editing, and also putting each story apart Of Echoes of the Mind piece by piece, and also this particular dance anthology it is, in weaving, down to final edits, and also, including songs, and tracks, were ones, I began listening to periodically since the beginning of the year in 2026.
I think as, part of my creative process, I had, developed, a way that, would I t think it is all not only relistening to songs, like by Far Caspian, the Heights, whose musical styles feel unique, unconventional, and creatively different, allowing their sounds and artistry to influence the atmosphere and evolving creative direction of the work.
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PINNED: Step inside the creative world of Confessions of a Freud Girl: Unfinished Therapy — Echoes of the Mind. Follow along for first-look reels, dance highlights, behind-the-scenes moments, musical inspiration, and an evolving journey through movement, performance, and psychological storytelling.
The Imperial Ballet: Persuasion, Practice & the Art of Progress
As I began recapping the week and bringing together each part of my dance anthology and promotional material, I found myself reflecting on one of the most significant changes I had noticed in my creative process. Looking back at the work I completed last week, I began to recognize a clearer sense of progress—not only in the development of the project itself, but also in the way I approached my practice.
Reading Jane Austen’s Persuasion became an unexpected part of that process. The novel encouraged me to think more carefully about reflection, patience, and gradual development, while giving me another source of inspiration from which to curate ideas for my work.
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October 3, 2026
This week, I began editing a new promotional video that offers a glimpse into the beginning of my creative process for The Subliminals The Courtships List: The Lemione Affair.
The promo also includes a short from my dance anthology, the Imperial Flower, along with more stories from The Imperial Ballet. I’m also excited to share news of my new series, the Imperial Flower, premiering this December.
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I’m looking forward to sharing more as this promotional video comes together. the Imperial Flower premieres this December.
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I think when this series, had, become more and more, one, I would say, that focused a lot on the idea of memory, and also, the unconscious mind. I think that, where, I had, began to, look at how, and when the particular story would actually change, and that this seemed to be, in the overall character development, and also, the, actual transformation. I think there is a particular feeling, I thought that had originated with this series, and ultimately I developed, each component, wherein the focus I would say mainly stemmed from ideas related to Freud.
And that it seems, this unique perspective, had been where, I had, actually thought of going back to something, that seemed, liked according to most, theorists, and or, perhaps, evidence, that therapy alone or by itself cannot actually cure, someone going through a traumatic experience or, an earth shattering situation and or circumstance. I think this actual, allowed me to do research alot of about therapy and also, what, seems, to be the most probing issue, when therapy itself, may not work, in some circumstances.
I thought about, Unrecognized social determinantswhere, and notion had been where, I tried to incorporate aspects of using literary devices in order to help understand better the main character and how she, perhaps, is living through her own experience, though using her own environment, as a way perhaps, absorb everything that surrounds her. or, including what could be external, and unseen forces, and also Underlying social contextual influences.
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Inside the Mind of a Freud Girl
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As fall begins, a brand-new season of exciting shows, special previews, and creative features is just around the corner. With October approaching, stay tuned for upcoming premieres, new presentations, and a first look at what’s coming next.
Look out for the latest news from the Imperial Ballet, along with fascinating behind-the-scenes features, exclusive creative insights, and brand-new podcast stories. Discover the people, performances, and narratives shaping this week’s edition, with fresh perspectives and special features offering an inside look beyond the headlines.
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The story of Rosepulse began in December 2024, introducing audiences to an original narrative that would become the foundation for an expanding creative series. From those beginnings emerged Rosepulse Rewind, carrying the story forward through new voices, new perspectives, and an ever-growing world of culture, commentary, and imagination.
tion assistant working for a nationally syndicated talk show. Intelligent, ambitious, and determined, Jane navigates the fast-paced world of television under the demanding leadership of her boss, talk show host Diane Roberts. Constantly striving to secure impossible, headline-making guests—including political figures as elusive as Fidel Castro—Diane embodies the relentless pursuit of ratings and relevance that defines the competitive media landscape.
This essay further explores how how Gaga’s Artpop era —one exemplified but often dismissed at the time as excessive or overly self-indulgent—actually in many instances, shown through one crystallized and broader cultural moment defined by hyper-consumerism, performative identity, and intergenerational tension.
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For this week’s The Ultimate Guide to Entertainment, Culture & Creative Trends I think was looking at my old podcast archives, ones that I would say, I began to, look at, and then listen it was actually around 2024, when I first began reviewing music, and where, this had been in looking at also trends in fashion, and including old songs, and news, I was surprised to hear. with Vanessa Carlton, I had, actually Podcast & Listen, I review some really cool music. I remember back in 2024 listening to House of Seven Cards by Vanessa Carlton from Carlton’s fifth studio album, Liberman Live. In my podcast Rosepulse in the Beginning, I I talk alot about the Liberman Live singer, and where, I think her music is one, that had, reminded me of some of the amazing things, I enjoyed most about cinema, and books and film throughout the decades. I think correlate my love of film, to, so many movies, even Disney Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen.
I think Matilda for instance, particular, is one nostalgic film that I admired the most, as a young girl and that I had, admired much of the acting, and from stars like Mara Wilson and Danny Devito.
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In 2013, Lady Gaga opened the MTV Video Music Awards with a performance of “Applause” that was more than a comeback—or any other, artistic display of, vocalizing in the aftermath, a singularly, compelling message about pop culture, one that hit home on the, helm of Identity, candidness, and authenticity as we know it. Though only touting it a masterclass VMA performance by Gaga, would perhaps be exclusionary of Gaga’s own theatrical reinvention and moving performance piece. Some, Art pop enthusiasts, and fans, would call it, a rapid succession of personas, costumes, and visual motifs, one that consists of Gaga rectifying the boundaries between a manifesting, of performer and a self-determined woman one who is in control and who embodies, non conformist Boundary-pusher and No traditionalist trailblazer.
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In one of the series’ most introspective moments, an unsent letter to Lilly Harper becomes the catalyst for an emotional journey through memory, identity, and psychoanalysis. As the narrator wrestles with Freud’s theories of the unconscious, repression, defense mechanisms, and the enduring influence of unresolved experiences, the boundaries between reflection and obsession begin to blur.
Part confession, part psychological meditation, this compelling chapter explores the desire to understand ourselves through the stories we tell, the people we remember, and the questions that remain unanswered long after therapy ends.
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From actress, writer, and creator Bernadette Taklit Bardot comes a brand-new serialized series, Confessions of a Freud Girl: Echoes of the Mind—an exploration of memory, identity, psychology, and the complexities of the human experience.
The series will be accompanied by a visual performance anthology, bringing psychological themes to life through movement, music, choreography, and cinematic storytelling.
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Together, the titles create a cohesive connection between the psychological storytelling of the series and its accompanying dance work.
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Finding Myself Through lyrical Dance
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“I would say the biggest challenge has been trying to keep up with my new hobby while also making time to enjoy other things, including TV shows, music, classic films from the past, and even discovering new podcasts this year.”
Tune in to Rosepulse Rewind on Boomplay — your destination for the latest in art, fashion, and books. From creative trends and iconic styles to thought-provoking reads, we rewind the culture shaping today’s world. Catch the conversation on the radio and stay inspired with every episode. One of my many frequent I revisit are ones about Andy Warhol, and Edie Sedgwick, and that, I think it where, I discuss both parts of Andy Career, and also Edie Segwick, renown relationship with Andy Warhol.
I think that taking up a new hobby became one of the biggest and most meaningful endeavors I had ever begun. Looking back on it now, dance was never simply a way to fill my time; it became a way to immerse myself in the elements of contemporary dance and ballet, and to better understand both movement and expression. Gaga’s ARTPOP era became one of the most significant subjects I explored within a much broader personal journey—one deeply intertwined with my struggle against mental illness, particularly bipolar disorder and manic depression. Its themes of chaos, vulnerability, fame, and self-expression resonated with me in ways that felt intensely personal, reflecting emotions and experiences I was battling internally at the time.
Through every step of the process, I realized that my sense of style and self-expression felt somewhat muddled and uncertain. At times, it was difficult to fully lose myself in the dance once the music began. Yet eventually, I found that the most important choice was simply to be myself — to stop overthinking, to let go, and to allow the music to guide me naturally wherever it wanted to take me.
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Rosepulse Rewind examines contemporary events and emerging narratives through a photographic lens, piecing together fragments of news and culture in a more abstract and nuanced way rather than presenting them in strictly black-and-white terms.
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The Space Between Frames: Culture, Memory, and Current Events explores a wide range of cultural phenomena through the lenses of literature, art history, and influential historical figures. The series examines stories that delve into the work of filmmakers such as David Lynch, whose unique approach to cinema challenges viewers to interpret the boundaries between the absurd, reality, and truth. Through the analysis of images, narratives, and cultural artifacts, it investigates how meaning is constructed and how stories reveal deeper insights into human experience, memory, and contemporary culture.
Finding Your Niche as a Freelance Writer
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One key piece of advice is that it never hurts to explore freelance work and determine where your writing is best suited. Freelancing can provide valuable experience, help strengthen your portfolio, and allow you to develop your skills across different types of writing opportunities.
For writers interested in submitting short stories or literary work, platforms like Submittable are excellent resources for finding literary magazines and publications that accept submissions. In my experience, it is one of the best places to discover opportunities for emerging writers.
Another helpful resource is ED2010, a job board that features a variety of writing, editorial, and freelance opportunities. It can be a great place to search for positions, gain industry experience, and connect with professional opportunities in publishing and media.
Overall, seeking out freelance opportunities, submitting your work consistently, and finding the right platforms for your writing can play an important role in helping you grow as a writer and build confidence in your abilities
“A short story excerpt from a project I worked on for several years.”
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I think I had, began to, write very, sporadically throughout several years, when it came to freelancing and also, in usually going back to a project, I had started, like a short story, called Noticing You, one that seemed interesting to me. And where, there were many ways, to revise, and incorporate new ideas, I think that, it was a story. I remember writing at around midnight watching a special and documentary on Halston, I remember, I had, somehow managed to write, in fragments it seemed the basis, of somewhat of the villains, and or civilians two characters man and Clementine had crept themselves back in the story
And feeling as though where humanity seems to have, fallen to an all time low. The Boston Paper, touts all of the city a Criminal safe haven — and Center of criminality to say the 9 to five and idea like just fantasy life, where, being overworked, and zonked become the overall, centerpiece and psychological implication. The whole Emotional fervency where such rhetoric, through the sort of, dialogue between man, and woman, both struggling writers, whose torrential lives, are strung from a, pop cultural perspective, and the idea of the cop heads, Andy Warhol, Interview magazine and how the cops seemed to be watching everybody including the androgynous Chinese lady who lives on the fourth floor.
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I think I found, so much, in writing, about many of my own mental health issues this year, I tried to put down everything that, I could and, to, talk about and discuss in my podcasts, Confessions of A Freud Girl: Unfinished Therapy.
And some of what, had actually changed my own, form of thinking, and, opinion. I think when I started three years ago to curate, everything, that I had discovered in helping me write this particular story, I didn’t actually think that therapy could lead to many positive results. Though now I see, that ever since, 2013, when I had, actually experienced my own mental health crisis, and, dealt with bipolar, disorder I had, began to, chronicle my personal journey through this and understand better, why I had thought that in the first place. I had, thought would be in, actually delving deeper and talking alot more about, some of my own, hangups, and also, setbacks.
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- Listening to Sara Bareilles Love Song and Love on the Rocks
- Watching scenes from the Devil Wears Prada with Andy and Nate walking the streets of New York holding hands and then the next scene the soundtrack includes Madonna’s biggest 90’s hit Vogue
- Listening to Podcrushed, with advice about work, and also relationships
- Throwback Britney Spears interviews and dance chorography videos, on YouTube, with for Hit Me Baby one more Time and Drive me Crazy Album.
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One of the most memorable aspects of The Devil Wears Prada I would say as fashion editor, and writer, I thought what was especially exciting to, see, this film portrayal of the fashion industry, but also its depiction of personal transformation set against the backdrop of New York City. Early in the film, many first time viewers of this flick gives you a small dose of Rom -Com while witnessing Andy Sachs and Nate navigating the city’s streets together, holding hands and embracing a version of life that feels grounded, familiar, and largely disconnected from the dark part and end of the movie, where Andy Sachs and Miranda Priestely are in a limo the elite fashion world that Andy is gradually entering.
I thought each scene, had been more about the kind of, differential and reverberated distance, though also in the trick of the filmmaking and cinematography captured this actually interpersonal moment between Andy Sachs and Nate, seemed one, more into wondering if it, had been about growing out of what, had been, of, actually, been the kind of parentally guided place though without so much as flair that you would put into a promotion at work, Nigel whose says On career and ambition: “Let me know when your whole life goes up in smoke. Means it’s time for a promotion.”
han more about, that actually made you remember the, significance of this film, and had been what evidently, separates Andy and Nate, from each other, and where, it shows, the kind of unfolding, amid, extraordinary, circumstances, that evidently changed their lives completely.
I think Devil Wears Prada. These scenes capture a sense of intimacy and authenticity, through gradually the film continually depicts more and more of the not as a glamorous runway but as a place where ordinary lives unfold amid extraordinary opportunities.
As the narrative progresses, however, the city itself begins to change alongside Andy. The streets become less about comfort and more about ambition, aspiration, and reinvention. This transition is perfectly encapsulated in the film’smakeover sequence, accompanied by Madonna’s iconic hit Vogue. Although released in 1990, the song remains one of the defining cultural anthems of fashion, celebrity, and self-invention. Its presence in the film elevates the montage beyond a simple wardrobe transformation, turning it into a statement about identity and the allure of becoming someone new.
The juxtaposition between Andy’s relationship with Nate and her evolving role within the fashion industry reflects one of the film’s central tensions. On one hand, there is the stability of her former life; on the other, the excitement and prestige associated with professional success. The soundtrack underscores this shift. Vogue is not merely background music—it functions as a cultural symbol of aspiration, confidence, and visibility. The song’s influence reinforces the notion that fashion is more than clothing; it is
Coming This Fall: Confessions of A Freud Girl & From Page to Podcast
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Over the past several months, I have been developing a number of exciting creative projects. Among them is a promotional campaign and video montage for my new podcast series, Confessions of a Freud Girl: Unfinished Therapy.
As part of this podcast series, I will continue to give updates, and also, discuss the latest news, about show dates, and times, at the Vangeline Theater Butoh, in addition to more news on a a brand new dance compilation called, The Last Imperial Flower, and I will premiere, the story episodes this December.
Beginning this September and continuing through October and November, I will be sharing promotional previews for the series at the Vangeline Theatre Butoh Institute in New York. These behind-the-scenes features, creative updates, and exclusive previews will also be featured in Made For the Spotlight Magazine.
Be sure to follow along and discover what’s coming this September as these new projects begin to unfold.
Wearing stylish clothes and experimenting with fashionable hats can spark inspiration in unexpected ways—sometimes even leading you to discover new passions, like how it inspired me to take up lyrical dancing
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I think one, thing I would say that also had drawn me to Fashion, not just being a fashion writer, but, also, getting to read about the inside stories that encapsulated the world of many fashion editors ones who were able to channel, various preconceptions about the different fashion seasons, and also, where this is in, wear certain styles, can be accentuated with a look or added, effect, something as, unique, and inspiring, as seeing a runway show filled with, big cutting edge, fairy tale inspired themed coats.
It seems somewhat exaggerated, yet it highlights something truly essential—even in the simple act of wearing clothes. This may be where your personal sense of style diverges from what you initially expect, revealing a more authentic expression of yourself.
“Watching Thom Browne’s Spring/Summer 2023 Cinderella-inspired show online via youtube had completely reshaped my perspective, revealing fashion as an imaginative, transformative world beyond what I had seen before.”
— Bernadette Taklit Bardot, Editor-in-Chief, Treehouse Runway
Reflecting on how much fashion has evolved, I began to consider what kind of style and concept could feel truly innovative and unique—something that offers a fresh perspective compared to the trends of decades past.. I believe that in drawing inspiration from past styles, we can observe an overall shift in how ideas are reinterpreted and refined over time .
Start beneath the surface. Substance is intention—it’s knowing who you are, what you stand for, and why it matters.
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When it comes to hobbies, I recently picked up contemporary dance and ballet, and I’ve even started developing my own routine.
I’d say one of the biggest realizations I’ve had with makeup is that keeping it simple—and letting it reflect my personal style—makes all the difference.
: )I think my confidence really began to grow when I started dancing to Fiona Apple and exploring my sense of style through shopping—it gave me that extra spark.
It is, picturing many visualizations and also where some of this can even include something, as innovative as design, whether it is a fashion design or, interior design, or even, something like an idea that can make you want to make all your ideas come to life.
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I think it was in revisiting one particular movie, that had influenced my own ability to look at drama in with it from cinematic point of view, and where Someone like you gives you that kind of sense that, I had, thought about in some instances, where, it seemed, that one of the hardest jobs in the world was being a production assistant like Jane Goodall, and that this had seemed most significant a notion throughout several points of the film in where, had showed great resolve, and fortitude in with the demands of her profession which we see now can be quite monumental in understanding the, work sphere in today’s ‘s fast-paced professional landscape and career-focused society
I think that revisiting one particular film influenced my ability to view drama from a more cinematic perspective. Someone Like You conveys a sense of determination that resonated with me, particularly through its portrayal of Jane Goodale as a production assistant. Watching her navigate the demands of her profession made me realize how challenging that role could be.
Throughout the film, Jane demonstrates remarkable resolve and fortitude as she faces the pressures of a demanding workplace. Her perseverance highlights the realities of a professional environment that has traditionally been dominated by men, making her journey all the more compelling. The film ultimately offers a thoughtful reflection on ambition, resilience, and the determination required to succeed in a competitive industry.
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In this feature, our Contributing Fashion Editor explores the 2001 romantic comedy Someone Like You, examining its portrayal of life as a production assistant. Through an editorial lens, the discussion highlights the film’s depiction of ambition, career development, workplace dynamics, and the pursuit of success in the fast-paced world of television and media.
The Last Imperial Flower is evolving into a new digital experience, using social media as a creative space for discovery, storytelling, and artistic expression. Through the culture of scrolling, audiences can encounter performances, visual excerpts, and unexpected creative moments designed to transform the traditional social feed into an immersive platform for movement and storytelling.
By embracing digital media, the project explores how dance, performance, and visual storytelling can generate innovative and potentially viral moments—allowing each reel, clip, and image to become another entry point into the evolving world of The Last Imperial Flower.
Digital Romance in 2026: Opportunities and Challenges in Dating Apps
I think dating in 2026 resembles a world of endless possibilities—one where dating apps continue to thrive and never seem to go out of style. It’s a landscape where you can potentially match with someone through personalized filters, shared interests, and even compatibility percentages designed to connect people with meaningful potential. “I discovered what might be the single most important aspect, even though I was initially skeptical. After reading several articles, it became clear that creating a strong profile is key—especially using high-quality photos. These should include a clear close-up, a full-body shot, and additional images that highlight different aspects of your personality and lifestyle.”
- Fall 2023 My first real goal was to get a job and get hired remotely. In between waiting to hear back from employers I began to work as a freelance photographer, and started to take pictures, and then submit them to fashion magazines regularly.September of 2023 I think the biggest obstacle was, for me professionally, was actually hearing back from employers, and that sometimes it took up to several weeks. I had began to go to school online, and also, where, after I had taken several online courses, in critical thinking, Explorations in Literature, and Warrior Seminar, and that, this had, been while I continued to look for remote work.I think the biggest obstacle was, hearing back from employers, and that sometimes it took up to several weeks.Fall 2023 I then, began to, continue to work as a freelancer, and doing small jobs alone, and that, I had, eventually began to see results that were a bit confusing and where, I thought I had come up with very few job offers.I think it was around, July 2024 in setting goals, that had, given me, a sense of where, I could try to hone my skills, and then master them and then work in and what, I had, been able to achieve in a short amount of time.In August of 2024 that was when I decided to change my profession, while going to school, and working on the side as a freelance photographer, and this was where, I had used photographer as a benchmark to build my dreams, and set new goals for myself after a period of time.I remember my first publication in a magazine, and that I had found where, the overall result in my opinion despite not making a lot of money, was pretty much worth it, getting on the cover of a magazine of Untold magazine.I think the most difficult part of trying to, show editors, that I was worth publishing, even though I thought the thing they looked at the most was both if you earned a college degree I.e. bachelors, or that you’d had at least 3 years of work experience in the same field.After being published in Mob Journal this year, I think I had, began to, actually find, how far, I had come in the beginning since, after trying to find remote work, and also, using my own business skills ones, Over time— with sending cover letters, revised resumes, and also, even samples, particularly between August 2023 and June 2024.And while searching for remote work opportunities online—I began to consider creating a small photography brand of my own, which I envisioned calling Bardot Photography through my website CreativeOJean.com.I think I had began to first build my own business, and professional profile on Fashion Mingle, and that this, had helped discover new opportunities, and to network, and make business connections.I did hear back from a few volunteer and internship opportunities, and that I think in, finally getting a response, from an employer named Victoria Roberts in May 2024, and after earning visibility, I had found that after several months, I had thought about how being a backstage assistant had seemed interesting to me.I think in October of 2024 where, it was in many putting all of my creative skills to the test, and that, I wrote a single short story, and that, after several months of revising, and editing, I finally saw, it not only as a piece of writing, but also, a kind of, writing repository and evolving space, where I could go back and revisit old ideas, and shape them over time. And also, where, I could use it as some sort of, blank white board for new ideas and projects. My latest project I have coming up is Confessions of A Freud Girl: Unfinished TherapyI thought my first rejection, really hit me hard, I felt almost like I put in so much effort and that, it seemed like all of my hard work, It didn’t pay off—or at least, that’s how I saw it. Instead, I took it as a sign to pause, step back, and recharge before beginning something new.I think it is, in freelancing, that, I had, began to, see, where I could advance my professional life, and also, where I can create new opportunities for myself, and that, I had intended to keep freelancing.I think with this particular occupation it seemed, that I needed to do a little more research, and I needed to, actually work 3x times harder, than I expected to, I think it was, often times, where, I read, numerous articles, and also found valuable information on the web, that helped, in navigating, my own work as a freelancer, and also, a content creator as well.think I had often anticipated mediocre or less-than-stellar results in many areas of my life. At the same time, I realized that my interests extended far beyond simply being a content creator. I was also drawn to remote work and the flexibility and independence that came with it.When I discovered that becoming a content creator was far more challenging than I had originally expected, I began developing my own small career plan. I could already envision a trajectory for myself—one that had the potential to grow steadily over time and evolve into something meaningful.
“Cosmic Choreography: Finding Fluid Grace Between Sound and Self”
I think that when I first considered learning to dance and developing a new hobby, I would often listen to my playlists, especially Cosmic Love by Florence and the Machine. I remember dancing to the song over and over—perhaps two or four times in a row—trying to interpret the lyrics through movement. Somehow, the words seemed to guide me, allowing me to move with a fluidity and poetic grace I had never felt before.
I think that when I first considered learning to dance and developing a new hobby, I often listened to my playlists, especially “Cosmic Love” by Florence + the Machine. I remember dancing to the song repeatedly—sometimes two or four times in a row—trying to interpret its lyrics through movement. Somehow, the words seemed to guide me, allowing me to move with a fluidity and poetic grace that I had never experienced before.
It was while dancing to songs from Between Two Lungs by Florence + the Machine that I began to develop a deeper understanding of lyrical dance. With each practice session and each song from the album, I challenged myself to improve my technique, expression, and storytelling through movement. Those sessions became personal benchmarks, helping me measure my growth and inspiring me to become a more confident and expressive dancer.
For the first time, I realized I could rely on my own artistic creativity rather than a technical background in dance. Instead of focusing on precision or formal training, I was able to become expressive and performative through the emotion and imagery of the lyrics themselves.
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